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It's been crazy around here!

Posted on Nov 1st, 2009 by Karin Maree : Dragonfly Karin Maree
I thought I’d pop in and say hi! I really miss Gaia, and all the lovely souls here. So I thought I would just explain what I’ve been up to.
It has been crazy around here for the past few months!
There was the family drama….For the past 2 years I’ve been having drama after drama with several family members. I tried leaving them be, but they just couldn’t do the same. So I cut ties with my brothers and their families. It was a very difficult thing to do. But I noticed an immediate energy shift. My daughter and I feel so light and free. It has made me aware of just how oppressive all that negative energy was. So rather than trying to ‘deal with it’, I’ve just stepped away. The other surprising thing was my parents response to it all. They have been very supportive. They finally began to see how badly it was affecting my daughter. They stopped trying to hold the family together, no matter what. They accepted my choice to go in a different direction. So now I am trying to release them gently without anger and resentment.
There was the health crisis for my Dad…..he has been very ill for months now and it has been quite dramatic at times. We nearly lost him last week. But he is home from hospital and recovering. It obviously isn’t his time just yet. Mum has needed my support. The last few months with Dad’s intensive radiation treatment has really worn her down. So it has been a great pleasure to give back to them and be there as much as I am able.
Then there is the surprising…..funny what happens when you shift energy isn’t it! Out of the blue, amongst all the chaos, I had an idea. Everything seemed to just fit into place. So in amongst hospital visits, weeding mum’s garden and caring for my daughter….I’ve been working on a project. Amidst the chaos, I have found something that has made me joyous. So now my dining room looks like an art studio. I’m going to go out on a limb and self publishing one of my stories. I’m working on the illustrations and setting up as website. It’s all a bit scary and very exciting.
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~KES : Communicator
about 4 hours later
~KES said

Oh… this brings me tears of joy. It so indicates & I can just see that art studio & visualize this book. May your mum & dad have light shining in healing rays.  I will definitely get an autographed copy.  Much love to you and your daughter. I look forward to spotlighting you. It's wonderful to have you back. I too have had to disconnect from things & gave it a week to heal and stabilize & felt a new emergence of energy to create with so I can relate to what you have been through. Very well done!!!

helenrscp : Joy Within
about 20 hours later
helenrscp said

It sounds like it's been hectic but productive!  I join with Kathy in seeing Mum and Dad in healing light…and you too my friend.

Karin Maree : Dragonfly
about 22 hours later
Karin Maree said

Thank you Kathy and Helen, for stopping by and shining your light. I feel blessed to have such a warm and loving  glow surrounding me today.
It has been a rollercoaster of emotion lately, but things are slowly calming and clearing. I have been thinking of you, especially you Kathy……you would just love the arty mess that my house is in lately! I aim to complete 15 illustrations, so I'm a third the way there.
Dad is off to the specialist today, I'm hoping he will get some good news. He is still very ill and weak, but has a lot more colour.
And I am off to see a guy about a website. So I'll find out if I can make it all happen in time for Christmas.
I'll keep you posted!

 Meenakshi : Connection
2 days later
Meenakshi said

Thank you so much Karin Maree, for letting us know. I am so happy to see what you've been through! You journeyed courageously to the dark and came back luminous.

Karin Maree : Dragonfly
9 days later
Karin Maree said

Thanks Meenakshi
It has been quite a learning experience, to see how energy shifts and moves when the time is right. When you make the changes within, you see them in your outer world as well. I've always been aware of that truth, but was able to see it very clearly through the dramas of the past few months.

Dad is doing fine, just slowly recovering at home. His kidneys had shut down and he had a massive infection. He's very lucky to be alive.
I thank you all for your healing energy.

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